aaaaaaaaaaaand ACTION!

My life the last few months has been quite even more interesting, you know apart from me being a BDSM dungeon monitor and serial ropist maker.  My new website for my fetish photography site is up (the photos are not on it yet) and my FL and model mayhem is running.  I’ve got bookings two months out and I’m only a hobby photographer, with very little time to indulge.

Where am I now?  I’m now wearing my sixteen year old daughters clothing (hell no, I’m not raiding her closet she GAVE me those shorts I tell you!) I’ve got 5 alternative dance classes coming up within the month and I’m now a burlesque kitten.  Oh and I’ve danced my ass off at RAIN last weekend
and met BAD JeanPaul we’ll be featured in the first issue of Austin’s BAD magazine and have actually was allowed to at St. Elmo’s Soundstage for my first photo shoot with a delightful gorgeous pregnant fetish model!  I’ve decided to add photos because sometimes my life is…not really normal compared to many and they say pictures are worth a thousand words so….here’s my 3000 words. (I do strange things when I’m alone okay and no speakers were blown this night.)

meeeeeeHello.  I’m firey, me


Sharing from FL

Well, it would be nice anyway…especially if they’re the sadist to my masochist.  Fortunately I’ve chosen to be my own Dominant and have learned to push and direct myself.  For those that feel otherwise, here you are!

12 Reasons I need to have a Dominant in my life:

A good friend asked me why I am so drawn to this world today. Her question made me really think about it. Here are the ones that stood out most to me.

1.) I need the structure and rules in order to feel fulfilled
2.) I need to have someone to care for and be valuable to
3.) I crave the intensity of D/s interactions
4.) The feeling of ownership makes me feel safe and free
5.) Having someone in my life who is willing to push my boundaries has made me a better person
6.) I need someone who craves me and wants me just as much as I do them and I have not found that in the vanilla world
7.) I need to be held accountable for my actions in a way that only a D/s relationship can provide
8.) I love having a person who will take me down dark paths of desire
9.) I have desires that require absolute trust in order to be fulfilled
10.) I crave that moment when I can finally let go and fully submit and my mind finally quiets
11.) Sometimes I just need the feelings of hands on my throat or buried in my hair and the whisper of “You are Mine” in my ear
12.) Pain is an incredible turn on and I have yet to meet a vanilla who understands why I want it.